I dream, of parallel worlds.
I'm sure this isn't unique, and that many others do the same. In my daydreams I think that every time I had faced a major life decision, my Minna's diverged. One continues life living one path, and the one continues living the other. I start by thinking of one particular life-changing moment (e.g., choosing to stay in Chicago rather than moving to Boston, breaking up with an ex or even something minimal like choosing to skip my nasty morning protein shake), then my mind starts to whir. More often than not, I'm thankful and glad for the decisions I had eventually made, but I like to think of the "other" Minna. Is she happy in her decisions? What happened to her?
Maybe I just need to accept my decisions and my fate as it is, or possibly I need to make peace with my choices? Or I just need to realize; it is what it is.